the worst feeling

you know what's the worst kind of feeling? it's when a friend is down n out, feeling confused and sad and she needs a little help.. but you know you are incapable of giving her the much-needed help. when you are just as helpless as she is herself. when you can't even give her a hug and tell her she's gonna be just fine. when she's there far away all alone and you can't even lend her a shoulder to lean on. it's the worst kind of feeling when your friend is sad and you can't make her smile.

bored to death

boredom. utter crippling boredom holding me tight in its grip. boredom hanging like a dark heavy cloud. simply put: i am bored. totally. completely. wholly. royally.
my one companion(read:sleep) has left me alone today; all alone to fight against the ghost of boredom. i am on my own. and nothing seems to grab my attention. nothing seems to interest me. i sit here on my chair idle like an antique piece on a mantel. i am in a state of torpor. inactivity is the name of the game. i do nothing. all i do is maybe get bored and then get a little more bored of getting bored. this is the state i am in. i m stuck. stuck in the web of boredom. and i see no escape. i see no light at the end of the tunnel. i am bored to death!